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A Hurried Post.

To me, potential is simple. It's challenging yourself over the limit you impose to yourself. Potential is triggered when you had experienced life-changing experience. To me, that happened after SPM, when I flopped badly I didn't even want to reminisce. It was from there, where I picked up the bits and pieces, of what's left of me, my pride and my dignity and from there, I started charting my life, particularly with another life-changing event that was applying to change program to Pre TESL. I didn't make it, it was heartbreaking, I failed to see the clause on loans and I served up my time in Lendu. I NEVER REGRET ANY SINGLE MINUTE BEING THERE. Because life has always been full with things that change your life in one way or another, I learnt a very important lesson of not being static and comfy with the status quo. Despite my shabby appearance, I want to say that I believe that I am highly competitive, but not to the extend of being a cutthroat. I peered at and poses qu

Do YOU have it?

I'm going to talk about POTENTIAL and this post is going to be 'dedicated' to Nazri Jelani aka Nazz. I'm gonna need some time to put the bits and pieces together, though. 'Bear with me'! Ngee

Last Night.

A sense of revelation came to me. That I'd probably been talking more than I should be. That I'd been caring for more things than I should. That I'd been caring less for things I should be. What is this feeling? This epiphany? So I asked myself last night. It felt calm and yet quite melancholic at the same time. Is it just me? From today onwards I decide to revert into being the old me. The one that I know most of. The one that I identify with. The one that needs no identification to others. It had been tiring over the past month not so much on serious matters but on trivial things which could be avoided had I the courage and the will to put a stop to it. What is it in this life that I want to accomplish? What lacks? What is excessive? Where is the love? I need to find those answers. p/s: Tomorrow's the ESL internship interview. I've been disappointed for so many times that it matters little nowadays. I need a girdle ;p